Gaps

Dear you,

The gaps between my letters to you keep getting wider. I know. There is not a day that goes by when I don't think about writing you. And you already know that.

My twin brother is getting engaged. My twin brother is getting engaged! I feel thrilled and down at the same time. The only person that I tell all my secrets to in the house is going to be living in another place quite soon. He's so busy right now. And I'm so hollow

Things are getting better, though. In terms of my work and my psychotherapy.  

I can't tell you much about how I truly feel because I've been so busy I don't even know much about how I feel myself. And let's save that for another longer letter.

Until then..

Yours faithfully and sincerely,

N.