Slowly and Gradually

Dear you,

I am slowly getting back on track. I believe that if pain manifests itself slowly, it would also vanish slowly and gradually, one step at a time. But I need to write every day, or at least every other day, because writing allows so much to be let out, and only my words can stand me. Writing itself is treatment, a medicine for the heart and soul.

I am yet to get back on track with my creative style, but all I know is that it’s the thing I miss the most in my life, and the thing that I have neglected all these months and put no effort in. I know I am constantly harsh on myself, and sometimes I enjoy being so tough, but sometimes it’s the only way I can move forward. Nothing in the world deserves to be fought for more than writing, the idea of letting things out to the world, and ensuring people that they are not alone in what they feel is what makes the journey of writing so worthwhile for me. 

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I don’t want to lost touch with Arabic, but I can’t. I just can’t now.

Yours faithfully and sincerely,

N.